weekends with C are just unforgetable.
last week we played like kids in the mall,
this week, we waltz in the carpark.
how cute is that.

went to visit C's grandpa yesterday.
i offered my greetings. i hope he likes me.
if he can see me from heaven. (:
met rajiv and gf at bedok 85 for yummy
oyster omelette, ah ball-ing and porridge.
then for step up 3! its guddddddddd.
makes me wanna jump to my feet and
do the boogie woogie toooo. (:
and the moment of the week!
we waltz-ed in the carpark. beautiful.
after, we went to garden slug to dine with aico.
i love the chili sauce thereeeee. -SLURPS-
next stop is P.S. cafe at dempsey.
had our usual digestive tea. he got drunk again.
HAHA. flowery tea makes him sleepy.

sometimes, i think C thinks that i'm nutty.
cause whenever we're in the car,
i'll start staring at him and start smiling
out of the blue to myself.
but what he doesnt know is that
i stare at him because i wanna catch his
every facial move, to remember his face.
old age often robs us of our memory.
so i want to start remembering him now.
so that when i'm 70, old and senile,
i'll still remember the love of my life.
i'm so afraid that like drama serials, i'll
lose my memory one day to accidents/illness.
-touch wood-
i'm afraid that i'll forget C.
i'm afraid to forget his smile, his tears, his love.
i'm afraid to forget us.
i dont want to forget him. never ever.
i smile to myself because he's right beside me.
and i'm thinking there's no other place
i'd rather be. i'm blessed.

sunday partings.
you know they always say that time will
make you get used to stuff?
but why do i find it harder and harder to
part with him each sunday.
i cried today. how can i leave him there.
being apart is so tough.



/a relationship should be between two people
and not the whole world.